Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Rajuk Semalam

semalam merajuk terus dgn Mr. Hubby...mana tak nya...wish bday pun dah pkl 3 ptg...pastu macam ala kadar jer wish...sedih giler...

Tapi...lepas luch td, recept kat ofis panggil....& when I approached her, she presented me with this...


& the card says...




Thank you very much sayang....sorry for being cranky...love u so much too dear...

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Cerita Tentang Sekolah - Izzat

Selamat Tahun Baru....

Harap masih belum terlambat untuk wish everybody Happy New Year.

Cerita tentang tahun baru, tahun ini kami decide untuk hantar izzat ke sekolah. And we choose Brainy Bunch for Izzat, though a lot of unpleasent stories heard, we would like to give it a chance first.

First day in school, Izzat was crying when we left him, but, not for long. And now, he started to like his school & just cry a little bit when I send him in the morning.

Amani also went to nursery starting this week. seperti yang dijangka, dia menangis sampai hilang suara (sama macam izzat dulu juga). Siap mogok tak nak minum susu. Cuma rajuknya makin hari makin kurang kata cikgu. Hopefully adik can cope with this. Mummy tahu, adik suka berkawan.

Masalah saya pula, bila sekolah izzat tak mahu terima izzat sebelum pukul 7. & due to this matter, I could not arrived at my office by 8. So, I change my duty period from 8 am-5 pm to 8.30 am-5.30 pm. But, traffic after 7 is really unpredictable. This week itself my attendance record dah 2 kali merah (selang-seli everyday). CEO pulak dah warning tak boleh bagi alasan traffic jam kalau lambat sampai. So, macamana? Hmm....teruk la kalau macam ni. FYI, hari ni saya sampai ofis pukul 8.58 am. Ada juga discuss with the teachers if they could accept izzat by 6.45 am. Tapi, they all macam reluctant sikit sebab diorg punya waktu kerja 7-7. Hmm...entah la...nak buat macamana pun saya tak tahu lagi dah. Minggu ni sangat tension, buat kerja pun tak boleh fokus. Sampai rasa macam nak quit my job, jaga anak-anak & kerja balik lepas anak-anak semua dah besar. Tapi...tak semudah itu, banyak perkara perlu difikirkan sebelum buat keputusan.

To tell the truth, I love my job. Knowledge yang saya dapat memang banyak. Tapi, kadang-kadang rasa tersepit antara kerjaya & keluarga. Saya memang fikir nak monitor pelajaran anak-anak, buat something fun with them, but, what can we do if we only have 3-4 hours with them everyday. Balik rumah nak masak, basuh kain, prepare barang2 anak-anak nak ke sekolah esoknya, lepas tu dah nak tido. Bila masanya untuk saya check buku sekolah anak-anak? Bila saya nak ambil tahu tentang apa yang mereka buat di sekolah? Bila saya boleh bergurau dengan mereka sedangkan I was so grumpy all the time due to stress? Kesiannya anak-anak mummy...

Kepada kawan-kawan yang kini menjadi surirumah sepenuh masa walaupun mempunyai kelayakan degree/masters, saya sangat-sangat memerlukan pandangan anda....Ashra...tolong ya...